valentines day

So today has been weird. I didn't have class today which is great, but I had a doctor's appointment which is always stressful; especially since I've just had my anxiety meds upped recently which is an adjustment that makes everything edgy. All irrelevant; the important part is I had the day free so rather than getting ahead on reading or being productive I went to the mall to return some pants, and possibly buy new pants. Some things that happened:

1) I learned that even with a 50% off sale, I can not afford to shop at Diesel. They had a a hoody jacket thing I really liked until the employee help customer person (there's a term for this, but for the life of me I can't think of it) told me that it was $700. I didn't bother finding out if this was before or after the 50% reduction as it was all pretty academic at that point. I didn't even respond at that point, I just shook my head and walked out of the store.

2) Teavana is the devil. I went in just intending to consume my share of free samples, but unfortunately this is NOT what happened. Maybe it was my natural love of tea (they have really good tea there) and maybe it was the counter girl helping me being really cute, but I ended up spending a lot of money on tea and tea paraphernalia that I really don't need.

3) I bought myself a really big cookie cake. Do I need a really big cookie cake? Not in the least, but it seemed like an absolutely brilliant idea at the time and I've been eating it all day. My goal is to finish it while watching High Fidelity and then pass into an uncomfortable coma while I wait for my insulin production to kick in.


Isn't it glorious? I thought about having them add my name in frosting, but figured that might be a tad bit weird of me.